experiences

..... so im watching some soldier movie and it has me thinking about things..

Its so weird how you can be in the same environment with other people and have no idea what they feel or have experienced. I mean i was in the USAF for 4yrs but i watch this movie and im as lost as the next person who doesn't even know what USAF stands for.. im like wow some of these folks are really jacked up, what was so different from their experience and mine??
i dont wake up sweating..
i don't have problems sleeping..
its not hard to adapt in the "real" world
etc...etc...
shit i barely even think about it...most people dont even know i ever did it..
i live like it never happened..just a simple phase in life..

High school..
was i a geek or something?? cuz i sure as helll dont have the kind stories some people do..
im like was my high school just lame or was i lame *confused*
i mean i played sports i was popular but errrrrr only thing i can remember was maybe a cpl crushes etc..
come to think of it, most of my experiences that were interesting during high school, had nothing to do with high school. it was outside of it.. actually same goes for the military too. I just lived a double life and separated the two.

hmm life and all its experiences!!