First of the month

Wake up wake up wake up its the.......




yess ohhhh get up get up and cash your checks and common..

Gosh i used to love this song!!!

funny thing is i dont think most people understand what the song is about...
for all my nickel and dime sellers..my kpomers out there and most of all this song will not exist without you my peeps on welfare..

1st of the month is time to go cash that gov't cheese go get that stuff and fat up the dough boys pockets...

BUttttttttttttttttt for the rest of us who aren't so lucky... lol....we will be paying rent amongst other bills..

Oh the day when the 1st of the month is the same as the 15th or the 20th..no bills, no financial responsibilities...just livin it up free to run around nekid hehhehe

so im feeling like a kid again..going round and round swimming in my own thoughts, fantasies, and worries. I have this thing were i just escape my self sometimes and everything and everyone around me is make believe. Sooner or later tho i snap out of it and the harsh realities of life come tumbling down on me again..
I have this urge to just get away, i really wanna get away. where to? Iono, just wanna up and leave. I think i actually have a problem with staying put in one place because growing up till about the age of 23 I never stayed in one place. From 0-10 we moved btwn Chicago and Houston off and on.. Then went off to London for 5yrs but traveled allot while i was there... anyway in btwn went to naija then back to chi..then houston again, New Orleans.. Portugal, Va then finally now Ga!

phewww thats allot huh.. and no I am not a military brat go figure..

so do yall think all that has something to do with why i can't stay put, I just dont feel permanent anywhere.. im always ready to move on to the next place.
Ehnn oh well..