Bloated (So)

So since you decided to leave me hanging once again (u know who the feck u are too)

I have been thrust back into my blog world..

so is it joblessness, boredom, idleness, or curiosity that has me writing instead of doing something more productive??

I guess ALL of the above plus I'm BLOATED!

I dunno how that happened when all I had was a dble cheeseburger, ceasar salad, and baked potato.

So im laying in bed with my orange panties and knee highs with as usual the sudden urge to run outside and scream im free!!!

anyone who knows me well, im sure has heard of my "run naked and be free" obsession.

One of these days i just need to stop being a dorkbreath and do it.. Shit whats the worst that can happen?? Get locked up?? That's nothing, everyone's been to jail at least once............. lol............i think

so... I finally got to speak to him the other day and it was well worth every second of it.. out of 100..you always occupy 99 of me...sigh..sigh...sigh..

so...some people say somethings and act a different way, is it that they just said what they said at that moment because it seemed right or convenient? Or do they say it because they mean it but don't know how to match what they say with actions? Well as for me, im not sure I like that much seeing as I am a very open person both with words and action...cant be feeling all confused trying to figure folk out man.. its this or that... no in between or when i feel like it...or when it suites me..

so.................. this summer is so very different from last summer im trying to understand if its really the economy/ recession or am I just broke??

I need a number from each person who reads this, im gonna play them on the next lotto tkt..see if i dont win bishes!!

SO.... well its not midnight yet, but it looks like there will be no midnight cravings for me tonight. Or desires. Just good ol bloatingness (sharrap its a word)

So.... hmm i feel like telling an old story..lemme start a new post..